I feel you in my bones. (sometimes I think about killing myself just too see who would actually care if I was gone. The main thing that stops me is the fact that I may not have a way of knowing who's affected once I am actually gone, not the act itself, and that scares me the most)

Text sometimes I think about killing myself just too see who would actually care if I was gone. The main thing that stops me is the fact that I may not have a way of knowing who’s affected once I am actually gone, not the act itself, and that scares me the most

i think about this every. single. day.
(Source: blogsecret)